I’m running with about 25lbs. of equipment, I’m in one of the hottest places on earth, named for Hell, and I’m cold. I’m cold because the sun will be setting soon and I’m surrounded by mountains. I’m running across some washed out scrub. The dirt is hard packed, and seasonal runoff has exposed and carried rocks of sundry sizes across the flat I am trying to cover. The washouts and rocks make this ground very difficult to navigate and I’ve already fallen once, scraping my palm, wrist, elbow and leg.
I am about a mile Wast of Hell’s Gate, one of the Eastern entrances to Death Valley National Park. It’s early January, and I’m running because I’ve spotted an outcrop of bedrock that I think will make a decent place to photograph the sunset. Before the sun sets I have to make the outcrop, scale it, and setup my gear. It occurs to me, as I wipe my bloody palm on my pants, and stabilize my camera bag with my other hand, that I don’t share this experience with many other people.
Lots of people have been to Death Valley. Most choose to go in the summer, hoping for a merit badge, or death I suppose. They don’t go in the winter, when it’s cooler and less crowded or in spring, when the wildflowers are in bloom.
On top of the outcrop, I have my gear setup and am experimenting with an ND Grad while failing to produce an interesting photograph of the sunset. Clouds are one of the most important features in sunset photography and the winter sky has been either clear as a bell or hazy my entire stay. Once the light is gone, I pack my gear, curse, pack some more, and try to keep warm.
Walking back to the car, in the dark, lighting my way with the headlight from Karl, something else occurs to me. I’ve never referred to myself as a photographer. When pressed, once or twice I had said I was an Amateur Photographer, but even then, I felt uncomfortable. What I realized was that people, categorically, don’t make solo winter camping trips to photograph National Parks. They don’t buy, carry, and use 25lbs. or more of camera equipment. They don’t sprint across rough ground in the dark for the possibility of taking a decent photograph. Photographers do these things.
So I guess I’m a photographer.